Energy Update ~ Passing Through The 'Eye of The Needle'
Blue Beyond - Passing through the 'Eye of the Needle' - 'Ego/head' Needing to Reach Breaking Point to Squeeze Through - Ancient Wounding - 21st September 2016
Many souls are facing a feeling of utter despair internally and annihilation right now...of giving and giving and wondering when they will 'get a break' and more.
Reaching a 'breaking point' of feeling like that are going 'insane' and really really having 'had enough', is what it can take for us to 'breakthrough' - coming from the head/ego of pushing and wanting to 'control' - ourselves...when we need to surrender and let go and hand over to Spirit/the Divine/God.
If we don't, we can lose control - as the finite is unable to fully understand or comprehend (or control) the Infinite.
This is so much bigger than us..it is what it is, in what it is taking each of us to surrender, to be pushed to our 'limits'...and then some.
We are needing to 'deplete our ego', to be 'reduced' or compressed to 'breaking point' for us to 'burst', to then allow us to pass through the 'eye of the needle' - Squeezing out the 'old' to fit through/into the new.
Below is a post that has come from a soul that reached out to me in desperation and my reply. I have also helped another soul through this for herself in the last 24hours....and I have only been able to do this as I recently shifted into 6D, from going through similar to what these amazingly and very strong souls, who have a very big purpose and role with humanity have.
This is going so deeply and going back to when we left the Divine and our original soul wounding..as this is where this stems from.
The Ancient, of leaving the Divine as a spark of light from a ball of flame...as recently - previous BB post 19/9/16 - wrote of touching the flame/fire.
There is much to handing over and pulling back as it can take a while, as it has taken us a while to 'get here', to this point.
To this point of total and utter surrender as this is what we are needing to reach and do.
I'm just wondering if you know/sense a time frame for when all the worst of this shit will finally END??? I have put up with basically a whole lifetime of this crap now and frankly, if things don't improve VASTLY within the next week or so I'm ending it. Don't you think we've done enough? Put up with enough? Done enough 'inner work' by now....? I'm actually disgusted and *repulsed* by how long we've had to put up with shit circumstances, ill health and so on. At this point I need a miracle (or 5) to make me feel it's actually worth sticking around. It just doesn't ever end!!! Enough 'releasing' enough of the healing crap, when does life actually become FUN and full of EASE, grace, abundance, and PEACE???? This year is just as intensely shit as all the years that came before. What is so bloody different THIS time?! I am struggling to find a decent reason to carry on. I am utterly SICK of the carrot on a stick scenario and not actually seeing any tangible improvements in my life. Apparently I'm not being punished - but if it feels like I am then what's the point? In my entire life as a highly sensitive empath I have never wanted to be here. Maybe I would want to be if my life actually married up to all the hard work I've done on myself? But nope! It's all just the same. How pointless. If there were actually an end point to this - a point where we step up a level and life becomes MUCH smoother & more peaceful & joy-filled, then maybe I might bother to stick around. At this point though I honestly couldn't care less about the planet, ascension, or any of it. I think it's high time all us hardworking lightworkers, starseeds & the like actually GOT PAID. Like, give us a god damn break already??? It's like every time we get near to the finish line the tape keeps being moved further and further away? Well I really don't think that's right at all.
My heart and soul resonated with your energy, as these were my very feelings and words in the past
Yes I do think we have put up with enough...yes 20years for me this lifetime as a trailblazer, I can relate, esp having no one to turn to as I was blazing the trail...I was laid up with CFS/FM for 18years (now healed) and many other ailments, too many to list, that I was not meant to recover from...and yes I ranted and raved with near exactly what you wrote...and yes the utter frustration of giving my life to humanity and facing death 15 times for this, so darling, I oh so very much hear you...as you are me and I am you...and this is not all about me but I just wanted to share this with you so you know I do know how you feel (as to what it was for me)...and that is why I am choosing to write to you as are being heard!....and that at least someone else really really knows what you are saying from experience of this as well...that I did not have along my way...so there is your first blessing...you are being heard!
It is time to do something differently as this way, has come to an end, you have reached your END point of giving as you did..it is now time FOR YOU as you are right, humanity needs to help themselves now, it is not up to us to keep self sacrificing ourself, that time IS OVER, we are done!
So take a breath as I hear you and feel you.
And get rid of the 'when will it end' (always coming from unconditional love) as that is disastrous for us, I no longer say that, even if it starts to creep it, I get rid of it, as that is the head/ego pushing and trying to keep us in a box, we cannot go in a box darling...it is constant changing and growing okay?
You are a strong and a dominant personality - in a good way, as I am as well, it is just who we are and our head/ego is very strong and we need to learn how to 'handle' this..to get a balance with it, yet to do so we need to understand it
Stop having expectations now, turn inwards and look after you, let everyone else go, this is the only way I found my way through this...and it was challenging and hard to do so, yet not as hard as having my energy 'out' with humanity...as only when we come from the Inner out can we survive.
I too was giving out and expecting and waiting for the abundance to come in, it is when I let go that it came in..after seeing I was 'trying' to control, as really we are/were...this IS SO MUCH BIGGER THAN US...and if one keeps going the way we were, we would go insane.
Our biggest blocks are ourselves! Of pushing, when we need to follow the guidance of the Divine and not what we 'think' we need to do, to 'move forward'...there is much to this.
We need to let go and hand this all over, we need to pray and hand it all over in a bubble and I am not demeaning what you are saying and just saying "Oh just say a prayer and all will be okay", no, this is heart and soul felt ranting and raving and handing over, and I mean really handing this over until you are empty.
As we need to hand over all from within, to allow the Divine flow through and guide us.
I could say don't give up, but we need to give up, to let go and surrender it all....as what you choose to do from here is up to you...I am just letting you know that what we do is block ourselves as we have such a large energy and passion and have worked so damn hard for so long...and so now it is time for your next step - again it is our head/ego.
I just wanted to let you know I so hear you and feel you as this is very much a part of a WayShowers/trailblazers way to go through and feel what you and I have.
My hand is reaching out, it is up to you if you want to take it...and what ever you choose is okay with me.
As a wise soul once told me when I felt similar (and many many times) 'Don't give up just before the miracle".
Thankyou for reaching out and sharing what you have.
Love and blessings Sister
I am here to guide and teach other souls (as I learn from each soul as well) who are going back to their Ancient healing here and now, if they so resonate and are ready...and I will be available after the 1st of October to do so.
There is always a way when it is of the Divine...if one is not 'ready' then there is something else for them to do, feel or experience, as not all that ask are ready for a Divine one-on-one healing - As each soul will do what they are 'meant to'.
This is always said with gentleness, truth and honesty and above all UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.
The support in the human is here now...as the Trail has been blazed...I have been to the Abyss and back and have cleared my vessel to the Divine...and so can you...once we have 'gotten out of our own way'...as there is much to this.
May this reach and bless those souls who are also experiencing what this dear soul is currently right now...as you are being heard, you are loved and supported...if we were not, I would not still be alive to share this with you right here and now.
Remember - 'Don't give up, just before the Miracle'.
Much Love and Divine Blessings
Multi-Dimensional Ancient Earth Master
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