LoveHasWon Special Message ~ You Brought Me Back To Me
By Litzia Hikaru
There are moments when I can feel the whole me which is never me but all, and there I found my true self and how I match the equation of Mother God design. And then there are other moments where I see how all the layers of bullshit, pain, suffering, doubts and insecurities rise up for me to watch them and push against them. It has been so awful to watch one being reduced to what the dark side had reduced us all.
I feel how Mom kept pushing no matter what, when most of us get caught she kept going. I’m grateful for your Love Mom because I wouldn’t have been able to feel myself as I feel now if it wasn’t for you. I see how it was also necessary to want it, and I always wanted it, to serve Love and you and the mission and then even if my wish was so grand the program was so wild that it got me.
I spent years not months, watching those fucking layers fall, if I’m proud of something is that I always chose you, not always chose me, that was dumb. I had to put me in so I can feel it all. But at least I am grateful that some part of me was never lost, my Love for you was the one who brought me back to you. The feelings where never gone but hidden so deep inside so that I couldn’t access them at ease. It was painful to look at me at what I had become and at the same time I always knew that wasn’t me, I was Love, and we all are Love but we weren’t representing that in the physical not at every moment.
I was not loving myself for so long, I had decided to sacrifice my wishes and desires so egos wont explode, it was you who showed me to stop with that dysfunction and in the most kind and loving way you return me my strength. Your push was always like a gentle wave bathing me from the inside out. I was horrified to see what I had become and how I was unable to access my whole being and be of more help. And you where always compassionate and sending more Love more healing more energy.
Instead of just pushing me you surrounded me with Love and that Love pushed me into right action. My deepest wish is for all the pain and suffering to end. And as I watched my dysfunction it took a lot of centeredness to be compassionate with myself, to detach from my own mistakes and heal me with gentle pushes as I was still going forward.
Oh mommy I didn’t even fought for all my dreams, I thought I had all the time in the world of course that was an illusion. I have learned to do the things I must do in the moment they come to me and also to let them rest when is time, is a tricky balance and I remember your songs on the radio and I laugh because there is a song for everything we walk trough. The eye of the needle you need to walk trough is so fucking true.
A journey trough feeling when everybody forgot how to feel, a fucking comedy show. When I was a teenager I would visualize this girl who was in a planet all alone without people and she still had to feel something to save the planet and be in joy. I knew there where other beings with her on the planet and outside that she couldn’t see but she could feel them. It was a story that I would imagine. I realize now it was about you all the time watching full reality and all the angels sleeping in dysfunction. I recall how you said once “the ego took my angels from me” and I cry each time I feel that, how a shithole program did that.
Oh but the program didn’t do that all we did chose to stop feeling at some point. Even when the surgeries weren’t available I could feel you. I feel that was my prize cus I had walked towards Love even if I had failed in so many ways. And as my journey back home has been long not in the 19 billion sense but in the physical one, I pray for all humanity that isn’t so hard for them. I don’t care about I told you so, and I had become uninterested in who I Am, even if I love stories so much I have detached from it all.
Its overwhelming and so grand that is futile to attempt to grasp it here. I just pray you can get out of here and be again in total joy and surrounded by right action at all times.
And then as I Love stories I bet you have a grand ending for this one, for the ultimate Love story, so I trust you completely and I finally trust me completely and as I walk back I’m not afraid anymore of my own flaws and my own stumbles because I know how to balance myself before I fall, I have never fall since I found you I would have never let your hand go, even if I was scared and weak and ashamed of not being able to break myself. I was smart enough to never let go of your hand.
Thank you Mother God for all that you have done. For all your stories and lessons and your warming energy and amazing laugh and soft presence. I always knew God was good, I never realized how amazing a Mother God could be in a physical vessel in a planet like this.
Humanity didn’t choose Love as Germain reports once and again. Then I feel humanity was super poisoned and as you have shared if they really could chose they would chose Love, they are afraid. I can look at all with compassion and now I have the strength to pull them out is your strength and your compassion that flows trough me. I pray that you can go and trust us all. We are getting everyone back home, everyone that has the chance to evolve. I can see all the paths back home that you did with Robin and I’m so grateful for them all. Thank you for this experience in earth Mom, it has been grand and an unexpected roller-coaster of feelings. You found Dad and healed him, you did all that you promised to do and more I’m super grateful for your persistence in this mission. I pray we all can do our parts from now on. I Love you unconditionally.
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