LoveHasWon Special Message~Why I Love Christmas
LoveHasWon Special Message~Why I Love Christmas
By George of Inner Earth of The First Contact Ground Crew Team
I watched them put me to sleep. I watched them succumb to their fears and their control and force me back under as i was waking up. When 911 hit and my father left again for war. The energy that rang out through the world. I felt it. My conciousness sky rocketed and things came rushing into my awarness as a little boy in 4th grade. When I saw that happening on the screen and looking to my father as he hanged his head down and said to us “daddy is gonna have to go over there now.” Something in me awoke. It stirred so heavily the emotions were erratic. I was sensing something beyond that screen and where my father was going and i didnt like it. Through the following year my anger and rage became increasingly more frequent and violent. My father was still at war and i was done with whatever this was.
By this time i was definitely noticed in school for my increased irritability. I had no idea what was happening. All i felt was hot rage. And i hated the world. It was all wrong. All of it was out of place. But i couldnt put my finger on what it was. And i felt like a time bomb waiting to go off. The military took interest in my behavior (at an elementary school, in 5th Grade) and proceeded to pressure my mother of 4 children that i was a distraction to my father overseas at war and that i needed a course of action. So they pushed my mother to part time institutionalize me at a facility not far from home. Where i would get picked up by a bus like if i was going to school everyday instead I would go to the facility. Take my meds and when the day ended i would go home to my family at night and then return in the morning. Everyday. This was the start of my deep trauma and programming as a child. As the months went on I grew very resistant to the medications they forced me to take. And when i resisted they threatened they would just stab the needle in me and give it to me that way. So i submitted. They persuaded my mother that i was a liability and she would be found an inadequate parent while her spouse was away at war and all the children could be removed. So they manipulated her into giving me over to them fully. They took me hours away from her.
I dont remember where but it was far. It was a full time mental health facility. Designed for children up to teenagers. The days blurred and i went from feeling numb and sluggish to ansty and panicky. The drugs they had me on they were changing constantly through the months was ripping me apart internally inside. I couldnt grab ahold of my emotions or most of my reactions. I was on auto pilot trapped inside my body. Like sitting on a sled going down a mountain and you realize you can’t move a muscle. Something is wrong and I can’t get out of this. Pure fear. Crept in. Fear of these doctors and these needles. Fear of their strong arms that will hold me down if i resist them. Fear of what will come next everytime the door to my room opens and tall people in white clothes come in with clip boards. The feeling of not having your own body. Being poked and prodded and examined. The knowing that no matter what these people did to me if I screamed for my mother she wouldnt be able to hear me. She wasn’t coming. And that broke me and my spirit. They allowed short timed visits everyday. And my mom tried her best to come and see me and bring books to read me and food from different places. I was only allowed to have one possession from home i wasnt allowed to have anything else. So my mom gave me this fluffy black stuffed dog. And it was the most special to me.
I remember one night after i had been resistant with a doctor earlier I lost a color on the good behavior scale they had on the board. I wasnt in green anymore which meant belongings from home and all privileges for that child were taken away. And that night as they came in to check my vitals and examine my body they noticed I had my dog under my arm. And the lady asked the other staff if I was supposed to have that if im in trouble. She said no but for some reason when they left my room they forgot to take my dog. I leapt from my bed in a panicked scurry and i shoved it deep under the dresser. And there I never took it back out unless i was absolutely sure i wasnt being watched by the staff. For fear they would take the only kind thing i had left away. From that point on I got really good at hiding things and observing others. For fear of what they could do and i couldnt stop it with my little body. I had little strength at that point. When they did let us go outside in the facility which was rare i didnt have the energy to play. I just sat in depression somewhere alone. Everywhere we walked in that big place there was one set of tiles different colored from the rest of the floor and this line of tiles lined every wall and border in the building. We walked only on thesw single tiles everywhere. You did not step off the blue tiles. You faced the back of the head in front of you and you were silent as you moved. They had padded cells for the resistant ones and those who were having reactions emotionally and physically from whatever drugs they were put on. All bathrooms and showers were monitored 24/7. I remember having an uncontrollable rage fit and they pulled me out of my room and put me in the padded cell. They tried to inject me with the needle so i fought back this time unafraid of the three big men in the room grabbing for me. They pinned me down so hard laughing and taunting me and put their body weight on top of me so i couldnt move and all i could do was scream at their smiling faces as they stuck me with needles and my body went limp.
Watching them walk away leaving me in the room as my eyes got hazy and i lost conciousness fully. It was late December sometime. I dont remember when I was heavily drugged by that time. All i remember was there was christmas lights and trees outside the windows and maybe a holiday tune or two that recalls to me. My mother wasn’t visiting me much at this now far away facility and she had my siblings back home to take care of while dad was at war. But when she saw me this time she broke. She could see what they were doing to me. She knew it wasnt me she was looking at i had changed so much and my spirit was low. She knew it wasnt right and she woke up a little for those moments. She activated and sprang into love demanding my release and calling the shots up the command chain and reached out to my father in Iraq. She was livid i remember. And they did not deny her either. Somehow my mother caught them in something and they immediately allowed my release. Of course i was required to take a series of injections before they allowed me to be released from the facility. Even though i got to go home with my mother and never had to go back to that place, a part of me was still trapped in that room afraid of whatever is going to happen next and my fight or flight mode fully in swing.
I couldn’t figure out why ive always kept waiting for something bad to happen at any moment. Now I get it. The true root of where its coming from. Thank you Mother God for coming to save me for Christmas. This is why I love Christmas now. Not for some collective holiday. I love Christmas because God heard my soul and she came to free me from that place. The first moments walking out of that place.
The first beautiful memory I have from leaving that hell.
Was beautiful twinkling christmas lights and snow.
Thank you Mom.
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